Dear Amber, You arrived in this world on 27th November 2016 at 18:02. You weighed 7lb 3oz and you were very squawky. The relief I felt to hear those cries I cannot describe in words. We had a cheer squad as we ended up in theatre for a forceps delivery but your daddy never left our… Continue reading My Darling Daughter
Overriding feeling: Excited, Hungry, TIRED Appearance: Glowing and Very Round – 1st stretch mark… nooooooooooooooooooo 😦 Mood: Happy, Emotional, Excited Symptoms: Achy breaky hip pain, cramp in legs, lower back pain, Insomnia, heartburn. Well this is quite a long period of time to cover. My blogging has become rather tardy with the impending arrival and… Continue reading Week 25-32
Overriding feeling: Excited, Hungry, HOT….. TIRED Appearance: Glowing and Round Mood: Happy, Irritable, Excited Symptoms: Achy breaky hip pain, shooting pain in one nipple and itching in the other. (TMI?). Nosebleeds, Weird rash on my arm, Itchy tops of feet Baby doing yoga like Mumma. Look at that bony little backside. Feet up by the… Continue reading Week 20-25
So this evening I have been particularly down. I was supposed to go swimming but ended up having a chocolate fuelled pity party. Now I have a feeling of immense guilt for filling my body with rubbish and not making healthy choices for my baby and I. Selfish, worthless, waste of space. What if, for… Continue reading Where did my friends go?
Sad dates in the calendar, I feel personally I have too many of them. Remembering them isn’t difficult, they will always be there, however, fully connecting with the gravity of them and what could have been is too much for me. I wrote this post a while ago and days like today I try to… Continue reading Sad Anniversaries
Overriding feeling: Excited, Hungry Appearance: Rotund Mood: Happy, Irritable, Excited Symptoms: Achy breaky hip pain, shooting pain in one nipple and itching in the other. (TMI?) I may regret it, but I am finally allowing myself to become excited about the impending arrival. I have cracked out the names list, the credit card is melting… Continue reading Week 15-20
While I was visiting my parents in Spain, my clothes suddenly started to become a lot tighter. We took a visit to Carrefour (A big shop in Spain) and there I encountered something beautiful…. maternity knickers. They are so big, I am in love with them. I don’t think I will ever go back to… Continue reading Big Pant Heaven